Wednesday, June 09, 2004

It wasn't a blueprint,
Or a treasure map.
I didn't know what it meant,
Or where it would end up.

I took it for what it was:
Wild Chance?
Invaluable Experience?
Meaningless Diversion...?

Catalyzed division,
Painful rebirth.
Questions and vagueries,
More chances,
Half-truths and hiding,
Excruciating death.

I was stricken and realized
How gone I had been.
I sat down,
Exhaled my torture,
And closed the book.

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